Free Spirit...

A truly free spirit amazes me. And intimidates me. How incredibly wreckless and beautiful all at the same time. The questions I have myself are....How can you just pick and leave? What about your family? And where are you going to stay? Is it a good area? Is it more beautiful? There are so many questions...and then that person that you are asking...just brings up their head slightly...looks at you sideways...smiles...and says...i don't know...its going to be alright. What a wonderful thing to just be OK with life. No worries, what will be, will be. To just know that wherever the wind goes, you will be there and deal with the lessons as they come. What beauty in enjoying the moment.
The guy that lives across the street is just packing up and moving the Oregon. My good friend moved out there, and after seeing the pictures that her husband took, I can completely understand why...just chasing where their spirit takes them...in love with life. I admire that.
Today was productive. We got the rest of the floors ripped up. No more particle board, just hardwood. I feel connected with earth beneath me. Feeling the strength of a tree and the softness is amazing. Its a feeling of being grounded and who doesn't want that? I am happy, we just need to sand them, and stain and seal them, so its great. We will see what come of the floor that is injured. It needs so much work...so we have to bring a carpenter to fix what previous owners left behind.
I am tired, and ready to watch 'its always sunny in Philadelphia'. Ready to relax and enjoy my love. laugh and love...laugh and love...